Most of my friends call me grandma because they say I act like a old lady.
My BFF Nana once said to me “What happened to the Kam, that just got up and go when I wanted to hang out?”
My brother also said to me that “You used to be fun when you was younger, now you got old and boring.”
I know I’m too young to be staying in the house most of the time, instead of enjoying myself like a twenty-one year old should. Most of the time, I’m tired because I work and go to school. In addition… I did a lot of partying when I was sixteen, or I done experienced it before I was the appropriate age to do certain things. Now I like the enjoy the little things like watching movies, going to DUMBO, going out to eat for some good food & drinks, or just simply having some friends over to reminisce & share some good laughs with.
Their probably the reason why my blood got thicker, and why I’m hot all the time now. Yesterday I got sick because I took one after I ate my thanksgiving day left overs… and ended up throwing it all up. I was so upset. Now I’m drinking bottles of water to flush them out of my system. I need to find some multi-vitamins that aren’t as strong.
I just looked through my news feed on facebook, and I noticed so many of my friends complain. There’s numerous statuses about struggles that their going through daily, how they’ve been hurt, etc etc etc. That’s why some people aren’t my friends now, they constantly complained because they were miserable. Misery loves company, and I just didn’t want to be theirs. I mean don’t get me wrong… I complain too, but sometimes people do it a bit too much. You will never get pass the struggles in life if you keep complaining about them. The best part about struggles is to acknowledge them, find a way to get pass them, and just live your life.
"The storm starts, when the drops start dropping . When the drops stop dropping then the storm starts stopping.” — Dr. Seuss
Let’s run away from these lies Back to yesterday, safe tonight I feel the sun creeping up like tick tock I’m trying to keep you in my head but if not We’ll just keep running from tomorrow with our lips locked Yeah, you got me begging, begging
Baby, please don’t go If I wake up tomorrow will you still be here? I don’t know if you feel the way I do If you leave I’m gonna find you Baby please don’t go, go, go, go Baby please don’t, baby please don’t
Baby please don’t run away From my bed and start another day, stay instead I feel the sun creeping up like tick tock I’m trying to keep you in my head but if not We’ll just keep running from tomorrow w/our lips locked Yeah, you got me begging, begging
Baby, please don’t go If I wake up tomorrow will you still be here? I don’t know if you feel the way I do If you leave I’m gonna find you Baby please don’t go, go, go, go